When I first wrote about Pierce, in the beginning of 2024, he had just shown Deeann there’s a difference between having needs and being needy. That story was so deeply layered that I decided to rewrite it as a series, but I must say: the last thing I expected at the time, was to discover just how manipulative I could be…
Dynamics are never straightforward, not in relationships – and not in manifesting. There is always an action that precedes even the very first action. Pierce dismissed Deeann before she was even aware of him (and why wouldn’t he?) – and just like that, a sliding sense of self began. Locked roles, fawning, resistance. And the maze continued to unfold…
I ended the last post by saying Pierce had no intention of wasting time on a fawning sycophant like Deeann. That’s quite the statement, given that Deeann represents my own sensory self, my heart-body. So, someone like Pierce would not waste any time on a fawning sycophant – like me? Wait, whut?
A new character appeared in my imaginary novel – Pierce. Antagonistic, confident, and unapologetically himself. I typically use an energy like his so that I can learn to reinforce my boundaries. Since we can revisit the same situation over and over, I get a true feeling for the dynamic. I get to see what happens when I do ’this’ – and how he responds when I do ’that’.